Mother's guilt

Was doing corporate line since graduated, then moved into home based online business. Now, doing retail plus online business.

During corporate line, I still have a maid and daughter was still young. So, I didn't feel the guilt of coming back late, or not able to spend time with her. Then, while doing online biz at home, started to spend a lot of time with her. As a result, she was very attached to me, and of course loving me more than anything else. If you ask her how much she loves mommy, she will say, love her 100, while daddy only 10, and others are 1. LOL

However, now I had just started retail business at baby store and yet to get any promoter. Work is busy and tiring as it's a new start up and needs to work through weekends. While, my husband was not giving as much emotional or physical support that I needed. (sigh!!) At the same time, I felt guilty and sad for not able to spend time with daughter.

Gal, if you happen to read this when you're older. Mommy has no choice but to send you to daycare. Reason being, the shop wasn't suitable for young kids. You will be better and safer with day care.